tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-61334178611750461142024-03-13T09:59:51.136+08:00S H E ♥ U T T E R ♥ I M P U L S I V E L Y♥ H E R ESharoOonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09773973812370596651noreply@blogger.comBlogger103125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6133417861175046114.post-13791729472955401882011-04-03T12:42:00.001+08:002011-04-03T12:42:26.944+08:00Updates 1!! It has been so long I hv Nt touch into tis site n Nw I can access it tru iPhone! Interesting! <br><br>Well life has been Gd Bt Nt satisfied yet. Anyway human r never satisfied. Since wrkg here I tend to spend more Mayb Jz tot of loving myself more. <br><br>Love life is as usual tho prev v hv misunderstood n unacceptable living lifestyle together Bt v tend to speak it out n settle it. So Nw he hv been more caring n of cos more alert of my needs n want. Hwever he is Nt tht bad Jz tht he seems more like a boy who don't bother much Bt life n future Bt he hv been gr8 Bf to me as in he never scolded me n nvr shouted at me n he likes to avoid quarrel. At least thr is one time I can c hw man he is n I hv tot of if at tht time was othr guy he would hv feel so embarassed of Wht had happen n I will gt a Gd scolding. I can c hw protective he was to me. Hehe! Anyway will b bk for soon....<br><br>SharoOonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09773973812370596651noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6133417861175046114.post-38301683585440803902010-06-21T18:19:00.002+08:002010-06-21T18:30:13.815+08:00The Boyfriend Questions and Answers<a href="http://photobucket.com/icons/" target="_blank"><img src="http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w114/macigurl123/Backgrounds/10.gif" /></a><br /><br />Q: Boyfriend, what do you like about me?<br /><br />A: I don like anything about you.<br /><br />Q: Huh? Not even a thing about me>?<br /><br />A: Nope!<br /><br />Q: But, why? (i m so mad now!!!)<br /><br />A: Because I love you not like you! sha sha de...<br /><br />*fainted* sometimes the boyfren just can give me a nerve and then make me feel so warm....<br /><br />He is such a charm sometimes...darn it!<br /><br />So continue....<br /><br />Q: Orite, then what u love about me?<br /><br />A: Love you lor..<br /><br />Q: thr must be sth u love about me rite?<br /><br />A: If i m able 2 xplain what I love about you then it is not love la dear....<br /> That is LIKE already! haiyo....<br /><br />*fainted again*SharoOonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09773973812370596651noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6133417861175046114.post-51426530588717850352010-06-17T01:09:00.002+08:002010-06-17T01:12:02.900+08:00Orchard flooded!<a href="http://photobucket.com/icons/" target="_blank"><img src="http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w114/macigurl123/Backgrounds/10.gif" /></a><br /><br /><br /><object><br /><param name="movie" value="http://image.razor.tv/site/flashplayer/razortv2.swf"></param><br /><param name="wmode" value="transparent"></param><br /><embed allowfullscreen="true" width="576" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" height="382" src="http://image.razor.tv/site/flashplayer/razortv2.swf" flashvars="file=http%3A//image.razor.tv/site/servlet/stream/playerXml%3Frepeat%3Dfalse%26autostart%3Dfalse%26video%3Dcontentbean%3A49432%26browserUrl%3Dhttp%3A//image.razor.tv/site/servlet/segment/main/news/&adsurl=http%3A//image.razor.tv%3A80/site/servlet/adsVideo/%3Fstream%3Dcontentbean%3A49432%26channel%3Dcontentbean%3A90&isembed=true&hideall=true&hidebnt=true"></embed><br /></object><br /><br />It was shocking when I first step out from the borders underpass wanting to go over Liat Towers. We saw so many ppl and oso huge pipes and I even told Cherry Jie that they r pumping shit out~ but when we reach starbucks it really shocked d hell outta me that it was actually flooding! Catch that video uploaded and we r on TV. ahahahhaa...so overwhelmed bout it!SharoOonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09773973812370596651noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6133417861175046114.post-33628614189249315082010-06-16T01:39:00.002+08:002010-06-16T01:46:18.349+08:00Still striving my drama and online searching for people's blog. While searching, I realised a lot of the bloggers I read has already shut down their blog spot! Its saddening and certain bloggers has blocked their website.<br /><br />Was it blogging a trend? Like now everyone is mad about FB and maybe ppl tends to share their thoughts at FB than blogging cos blogging takes a lot of time to think then type...<br /><br />Well, I have stop blogging due to my internet accessing problem and oso certain personal problem happens last yr.<br /><br />It was a long long and sad sad story but everythg has gone truu dy....<br /><br />I hope I have a good day to blurt it all out here but thr is so much to be updated....SharoOonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09773973812370596651noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6133417861175046114.post-6817312194405378122010-06-15T18:16:00.003+08:002010-06-15T18:33:07.044+08:00When will I go for that numbers.....Fantastic! Overwhelmed!<br /><br />I couldnt believe about the numbers they givin me when I received the call (maybe I m still on my sleeping mode) so I make a double confirmation with them again and yes its tat number that have been clingin on my mind.<br /><br />I was so happy and I have imagine of those coming numbers and I cant wait to work. I tot i will be starting on 1st of July but till yesterday the HR told me they are applying SP or EP for me and it will take bout a mth....*sigh* so I may nt start work at d first week of July! Haihh....but anyway hopefully d govt approve my application cos if not my signed offer letter will be lapse by then.<br /><br />I am tired of resting already cos I gt nth to and I tot of goin home 2 c dad n mum but d thg is pulling me down is I do not like d feeling when I m leaving them cos it has been 4 times dy, they still drain the airport whenever I need 2 depart. So, hw to pass my freakin days? I wanna shop for clothes some more but i dun see anythg tat suit me.<br /><br />Maybe spending some time to relax and reflect bout certain things for this sienness days...<br /><br />I have been reflecting about the past and the people who have hurt me. And I am also seeking for an answer for those questions. I hate having doubts in mind and unable to get any answers.<br /><br />Does she feel good aft all she have done between us? I wonder tat...<br /><br />Does she feel like talking to me or even miss this friend me?<br /><br />I m happy wit d new job I found but she has been clingin on my mind which makes my day sad and mad. I am so looking forward to work wit my new company but due to d procedures applyin S-pass for me takes time.<br /><br />So atm, i gt nothin to do but spend my times online n sleeping and also watching my dramas....siensation on the mode.....SharoOonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09773973812370596651noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6133417861175046114.post-81802138927517338722010-06-13T17:58:00.004+08:002010-06-13T18:23:32.524+08:00FRIENDS FOR WHAT€?I was so happily back to home for CNY. It was my 1st time to go back home for CNY from Singapore. Happily to be home just to celebrate with family and good friends. I tend to have my wish come true whereas I am able to get CNY clothes for bothe parents and also to financially support parents for CNY goods and decor. Mum dad was so happy and I do not mind spending 1 or 2 k for them just for the occassions as long they feel they had actually brought us up with responsibility. I know that I m still unable to fully financially support them and they stil have to go on wit their biz to earn their daily usage. But one day I want them to not work and let me have the full support for them and I do not want it 10 yrs later but give me another 1yr plus and hopefully I can make it.<br /><br />Talking bout good frens, well this yr I have a total turn off from them or shud I say from her where I have always put her as my priority among the 3. I knew from b4 till tat day I was never her priority but instead was her clown for 9yrs? I lost count of the yr we have known but it does not matter anymore....or does it matter? Yes, I do question myself tat sometimes. And I even have the urge to make the first step again to gain back this relationship. Wat has been pulling me off from the urge? Total DISAPPOINTMENT!<br /><br />On the 3rd day of CNY 2010 we have gone with our plan to go for pubbing at the new pub PAVILLION. Yesh, our forlong gathering for 4 of us and yes tis yr is diff dy cos me bro is out of da picture and hw i end up broken with her is mostly connected to my bro n her story as well. I knw their break-ups was shocking at tat time and I knw thr r wrongs at me bro side but to think back its not all his fault actually. Orite back to the story, 3rd day of Cny we were happily dranking our booze n yet I do not know wat strike her to blurt out tat questions which is "When do you think you can **** d *****? Wow tat question hit me but still giving faces I tend to smile and told her nicely (as usual) - we r still celebrating the new yr so y not put tat aside (chinese *pantang*) but being nice isnt the rite way to handle her so yet another question shoot out which really shocked the hell outta my life - "i try contact him bt cant, so every mth do u give ur mum? if yes then u treated it tat u *** for them?" I was so shocked till I cant believe wat I m hearing and it makes me so confuse till I have a second thinking tat my parents and me owe her instead of my bro.? wtf! NO! we din owe her any money! we did not! She shud be so ashame to ask for d money aft breaking up! It was like so so so insane. So back to it, I did not get pissed but I am inside so as usual i Just told her not the rite time and it is not my parents responsibility. So, i ignored her n of cos she do back off.<br /><br />Isnt it crazy? I was shocked! Anyway, pppl say do not judge the book by its cover but they also saying unless u knw them for a period but I FUCKING KNOW HER FOR ALMOST A DECADE and I am so useless till I saw this chapter of her esp the happenings on the 8th day of CNY which I do not know hw to response to the matter.....<br /><br />However, it has been past for 5 mths dy n yet the thg is still playing on my mind and I know I really care for this friend but she reALly HURTS me so deeply .....SharoOonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09773973812370596651noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6133417861175046114.post-9662737761758780332010-06-13T15:06:00.003+08:002010-06-13T15:34:24.487+08:00My 1st JOB at the LION CITY<a href="http://photobucket.com/icons/" target="_blank"><img src="http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w114/macigurl123/Backgrounds/10.gif" /></a><br /><br />Now @ Chamek the boyfriend home. Usually nothing to do here but one thg best about here is d food. So, everytime I m back here I will just gain weight cos from their dim sum to noodles are overwhelming.<br /><br />The boyfriend says that i m getting fatter n fatter but anyway I dun care cos being able to stay alive to eat is prosperity for me. When i first came n started working at Zara really kills me. During our probation period we have to go thru some CDP which is to test ur knowledge about ur job scopes and at that time everyday is a STRESS for me. I am almost gone into depression due to miss my home and also the boyfren being not so responsibility for my secure at that time. He had forgotten to pick me up from work few times and my off duty time is like late midnite so it really pissed me off tat time until once I got so mad about it till I let him know how mad am I. At that time, I really feel tat I am such a fool to stay away from home to get all these shiat at my life but becos of the salary I tend to be patience. Anyhow, from tat xperience and scolding of so many many harsh words till the extend of breaking up with him did get him awake of what is his problem. From then, he do not dare to forget me. So, at least i feel better.<br /><br />Zara was my first job and at first my thought of getting in Zara was jz a stepping stone for me to get a better job at the lion city and without notice plus my ego I has been worked for Zara about a yr. If it wasnt for the lady manager I wouldnt have stayed so long thr. She tested my abilities and my patience which I dun really like ppl to challenge that 2 points in my life so I wanna show her my abilities to her that no matter hw she challenge me or give me hardship I am able to cope and handle. Having to work thr is not d problem of d job scopes but the stress receiving from the superiors are crazy and at anytime anywhr u will be sabo by the superior which u feel like being slap at the face for no reason and yet u get scolding by the superior superior's again. The feeling can be describe as SUCKS! At first, i tot it was my own problem who cant stand the stress because is actually my first retail job until I met a girl thr who has been in retail field for 9 yrs and she told me other retail brand are not like tat for her xperience till she come Zara she felt like a "dog" sometimes.<br /><br />So, from thr I knew I am nt d one having d problem but the ppl thr has some sort of making a fuss with newbies. It kills me at that time and immediately within 2 mths I lost 8kgs. There is so much to blabber about working thr and I hope to say it out loud here.....so to be continued....SharoOonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09773973812370596651noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6133417861175046114.post-83674954915026338952010-06-10T17:12:00.002+08:002010-06-10T17:33:39.540+08:00Life @ here<a href="http://photobucket.com/icons/" target="_blank"><img src="http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w114/macigurl123/Backgrounds/10.gif" /></a><br /><br />The day i step into the lion city - my life circle has change and it was a total change from the starting point to an end point. I couldnt rem hw it happens cos it came like a lightning and blow off like a wind.<br /><br />I miss d ol' days hanging around with tat bunch of chix and of cos sometimes i do think of "him" but I have choose to end it because I do not want to waste both our times. We seems to be able live without each other. There was not a "miss" feeling at all for either of us. It hurts when the day we officially broke off and maybe this is because of our 5 yrs relationship. Its an adaptation dy and some responsibility involve but thr is no love involve for him and me dy so i choose to be the bad person to spoke out. Its been a yr already and I do thought of him sometimes but I believe that he have someone else dy and I really wish him to be successful in his career which is so important for him. We have a total diff perceptions for life so it ended our relationship jz like tat.<br /><br />The next thg is I have a total loss of my kch frens dy. It hurts me when it happens and I miss her and them as well but the things she have done to me n my family is really unacceptable for me. I feel that i m being used and also being framed for no reason. It cannot be my problem so no matter how much I miss her I wouldnt lay low this time cos if i make the first step I really lost all my pride dy and I have lost so much pride to her for this freaking 8 yrs. So, I wish her to have a happy life and if one day I found out it was all a lie all i can say is she gave me a blast at my face by telling me how foolish I am.<br /><br />Thats all I can say....due to her actions I totally lose faith on that bunch of chix. They have let me see that frens isnt about helping each other but is using each other whereas I tot I can accept that but in d end I pull out my white flag and give up. I choose to have a fren that do not compare with me cos I believe everyone is equal so I seems to have given up all those yrs happiness and also unhappy situations.<br /><br />If you ask me, am I happy now?<br /><br />The answer is YES. At first, I am not so happy here due to my working situation but from there I learn a lot of people's faces and heart and also I found a real heart thr whereas she is both beautiful in inside and outside. She is just like an angel for me. She was my spirit to go for work everyday and I did not predicted that we both resigned together which was so surprised to everyone and myself. At first I fear that I would not get a job or a job with a higher salary but I still make a bet on it. And I only bet on one job application and it just hit me with a WIN prize. Yesterday when I received that call from the company HR I was so shocked with the packages they gave me. I can start all over again and learn new things again. Life was all about challenging here which I enjoy the challenge cos I am able to know my abilities.<br /><br />The boyfriend has actually been so nice to me for a yr. He has no temper for me but just a bit of "ngam cham" le. He makes me feel so appreciated and he is the type that I enjoy to be with. He can do all the chores for me and I can just go home and sleep due to my tiring job. Sometimes I feel so lucky to know him but sometimes I fear of karma. So, i guess when a person is living so happily they tend to think aside tat maybe this is just for a time being and not forever. But I believe any ups and down hit me I am able to overcome it cos I have gone tru worst time of my yr dy and me and family ever to climb up to the moutain again to stand straight.SharoOonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09773973812370596651noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6133417861175046114.post-51090167817535085312010-06-09T20:58:00.002+08:002010-06-09T21:04:37.788+08:00<a href="http://photobucket.com/icons/" target="_blank"><img src="http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w114/macigurl123/Backgrounds/10.gif" /></a><br /><br />It has been a long long while I did not update anything here. From my final sem till nw I din realise times goes by so fast and here I am at the lion city for a yr dy and I have been independent for a yr. It din get me to adapt at this situation at all coz stil everyday I have my daily basis reported to my parents. I have been working for fucking 11 mths at Z*** and it was a nightmare for me but d difference is I learn a lot esp the people thr and I get to know more about the living lifestyle here. It was a gr8 experience for me due to the hardship and I never doubt my ability of surviving tru it.<br /><br />The most gr8 thing is I am able to know a gr8 fren and from her i learn a few thgs and can be said at tat time going to work she is d only thg to make me go work without any hesitation...sigh.<br /><br />nyway, tis is d start of my blogging again.....to be continues.....SharoOonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09773973812370596651noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6133417861175046114.post-85859901703604456652008-09-23T15:01:00.003+08:002008-09-23T15:13:38.770+08:00Mouth to be cocking aroundGosh, its almost 2 mths I have not been in here! Nothing much to update as I have tons of assignts on hand but yet I din seem 2 be in rush of it. If thr was update thr r words unable to to be put it on as a picture to c d whole story.<br />Have so much to be uttered as thr r tons of hard feeling inside. Sometime a person stubborness can relli hurts other alot but anyhow just let it be. I just treat it to be that person attitude which is hard to be change.<br />Keeping an eye open and an eye close makes the day a lot better to go tru instead of opening both ur eyes c it and unable to speak a word about it. We are all individual so we all have different thoughts and attitude. But we are being created to have a mouth to debate what we do not like to hear or we like to talk about others and the mouth is for us to protect our self. I dunno what I m toking about but sometimes when a person uses word to hurt others is lot lot painful than being stab or cut by a knife. We were unable to stop others mouth but we are still able to let our ear shut and pretend he/she is toking shit stuff.SharoOonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09773973812370596651noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6133417861175046114.post-78523848947898450952008-07-25T14:43:00.004+08:002008-07-25T14:59:56.667+08:00<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgPGreOCILaJqxnPTQdxIYAaXivXgfQ6O32dDHX-pimo-MuSLS_pygfwGOtiV3uCpp27clslLMANinv29rXuEHXiqu4HRLsZi17g-dQ2V9gHURC8FKBiWsMdBUKTJOrLjlQlw_EvZbWPWYB/s1600-h/small_295496.gif"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5226841678984739602" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgPGreOCILaJqxnPTQdxIYAaXivXgfQ6O32dDHX-pimo-MuSLS_pygfwGOtiV3uCpp27clslLMANinv29rXuEHXiqu4HRLsZi17g-dQ2V9gHURC8FKBiWsMdBUKTJOrLjlQlw_EvZbWPWYB/s200/small_295496.gif" border="0" /></a><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiltM6-AsHR_08Izz_rv1bnvzs5iSpd2eNNda4anxhNK2IQsDgmEmEP01kO3Phce9VtGiU-quZ_ROWboh8GSIiERbJRtweSY_8-01N0O_HxikuYmXDJ3wPI2hrPGbed89boZ0xnc0NyxnBj/s1600-h/backgrounds.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5226840271086013634" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiltM6-AsHR_08Izz_rv1bnvzs5iSpd2eNNda4anxhNK2IQsDgmEmEP01kO3Phce9VtGiU-quZ_ROWboh8GSIiERbJRtweSY_8-01N0O_HxikuYmXDJ3wPI2hrPGbed89boZ0xnc0NyxnBj/s200/backgrounds.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div><br /><br /><div></div></div></div>SharoOonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09773973812370596651noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6133417861175046114.post-38326111085354981592008-07-23T16:48:00.003+08:002008-07-25T14:50:50.838+08:00The Her and He<a title="Make your own Glitter Graphics" href="http://blingee.com/blingee/view/65102100-Me-Him" target="_blank"><img title="Me & Him " height="46" alt="Me & Him " src="http://image.blingee.com/images15/content/output/000/000/000/3e1/214904902_728846.gif" width="117" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ffccff;">Young -> Old -> Into the coffin!</span> </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">It would be great I guess if me & him stay this way! But I prefer to die fast cos I am too afraid of aparting with someone I care and love. So, It has been 3 months 25 days we have separated. But of cos he did come back for 3 days visit and oso to attend one of our friend's wedding. I do miss him but not everyday lar. Our distance relationship has not much changes. Of course I wouldnt know what changes he had thr cos' I am unable to see! Anyhow, I wil be just doin my very own best and be what I am. If we are meant for each other then there are no obstacles we cant go tru right. So I told my dad not to worry about me and him as if he is mine, he will be mine. If he is not then no choice lor. There are so many fishes in the sea or trees in the forest. So,if d bad new comes then I have 2 face it and sad 4 a few day is enuff le.....</span>SharoOonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09773973812370596651noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6133417861175046114.post-83110873459755559742008-07-22T01:15:00.004+08:002008-07-22T01:50:54.677+08:00♥ me or hate me<span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#996633;">She is consistently unreasonable to me again or most of the time if that person is around. I try my best to think rationally and wisely for her actions and words utter from her but time to time she disappointed me. I started questioning my own attitude and characteristics again. Am I being envious or green eyed? Was I? Am I? The question linger on my mind again since then. It gets on my nerve again but not that harsh like before. I am telling myself to be numb about it because it's nothing new to me.<br /><br />Ya, its nothing new as this issue has been going on for a decade already. But why it still affects me? This is because she is someone that I care and I must care. Isn't that she has the same responsibility to treat me that way as well? Alright, maybe she do care but....oh God I can't convince myself for that statement coz' her actions are too obvious that I am not that much of her priority if to compare with that person.<br /><br />I used to assume she has prejudice on me, and I got lots of funny and stupid reason behind all these actions which is maybe my chinese birth time and date does not suits her and maybe our horoscope are not compatible to be close at all. Funny, huh? However, those superstitious mind does not help me feel better at all. I even thought that I have problems on my attitude which she do not like. Maybe I am selfish, I am easily green-...etc.<br /><br />But now I am partially assure that has prejudice on me. I have change to be better, to be more obedient, to be more patience in temper but it gets back to the circle again. She really treated us so much differently and the comparison of the difference can be say as that person goes heaven and me go HELL. Yeah! Isn't that shitty? I am not bluffing guys. I tot I can take it but still I cant take it. I tot there will be a change of fate but after all it's back to the same ol' ol' way. However, I keep on reminding myself I must be patience. It's all normal actually. So, I must be impulsively calm to keep the peace between us. I will let it be. So, I will be cool about it and mind my own bizness and I will not shoot out the bullet until I finish my mission.<br /><br />So, at the moment I do have the heart to stay away from this place. It's not that I hate it but maybe I shud have a fresh air at some other place. Mayb in this way, I may not have a heavy heart to leave here. But if situation change I still prefer to stay at my home sweet home of course. I guess I have to stop blurting shit out now cos its 2 a.m in the morning and I have to get up early 2molo. Well well, I have my last 10days at that freaking workplace. hehe! Thats all for the rumbles and rantz. I will be cool bout it.... so say it with me yip pee yay kay!!</span><br /></span>♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥SharoOonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09773973812370596651noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6133417861175046114.post-37003237277111339952008-07-18T15:45:00.003+08:002008-07-18T18:10:01.711+08:00Straight A's NOT! Haha!<div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;"><em>Hardwork do give us a good show in the end! Thank God Thank God for giving me a new new chance after a yr! I have one more semester to strive on and till then I will be free from books! I need more mind support from anyone and most important is myself! ANd and Family! They are very indeed my mind support! No quarrels no big problem can give me a peace of mind to go tru this damn fucking final sem! I cant wait! I have waited for so long to tell that I am in my final sem! And </em></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;"><em></em></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;"><em></em></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;"><em>Now I am cant wait to tell that I have go tru my final fucking sem! Yet I cant be too confident about it cos the road of life has so much unexpected things that will happen! Sometimes is better not to expect too much. I din expect so much on my result but it was weird when last 9 I was going to bed I keep on seeing vision of my results and the result seen does not have any alphabet of N in it! I cant relli sleep last 9 cos tis is my final stageeee which my mum told me. If I am going to flunk any of the subject again my mum jz not gonna let me continue anymore. Well, she do freak me out for that. </em></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;"><em></em></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;"><em>I do not want to let go and this time achievement wont make me forget my damn stupidity in year 2006. I will let it keep on reminding me myself about it, remind myself how stupid I was, remind that how I have wasted times and money at that time. It will always be a reminder for me to be more conscious and steady always. I have say sorry so much in my heart and I hope the one I had hurt will forgive me if one of the most fear day for me comes. </em></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;"><em></em></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;"><em></em></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;"><em>I have promise my dad I will do good and I will try my fucking damn best. I always feel so shame that ppl ask when will I graduate. And because I am unable 2 graduate on time I had this self-consciously of measuring my intelligent. This 1 1/2 yr I have always question myself whether I have the ability to study a fucking simple course. And I always blame myself for being so stupid. But yet I guess hardworks actually brings an achievement at all. </em></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;"><em></em></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;"><em>I m not a super duper high achievement student but I never worry about my studies until i started uni actually. I did not give up and I do put effort on it but Bro say I could have put more on it. Well, sometimes life jz has up and downs to be face and it all depends how strong we are and how ur frens n family has mentally support u. Maybe harsh words do help sometimes. hehehe...(mentioning a lady of my life) And a girlfren of mine do give me hard rocking word to listen and this actually beat out my pride. Though i do not share but I bear it on my mind that I wan to show myself that I am not stupid after all and I still own maybe a lil bit of the ability to finish uni. Heheh! However, Thanks myself for the hardwork, thanks God, family and friends for being side of me in somehow :)) hehe! mUahs! </em></span></div>SharoOonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09773973812370596651noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6133417861175046114.post-37714591509420788972008-07-18T12:34:00.005+08:002008-07-18T12:58:13.607+08:00Life is just alike as drama<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiSjpPKbVEoZB9dBEYVPX_RdxQhJl4veSXF5Y8X_4M2w0oTEvefrzTM42nWIQf_wWGPo_zHPLtuEpiECwW-3hfj_5VgjWT60sDG34VHH8fe4z90xOXVGG128RsujxR0rzXZnOd0R-2OZOZr/s1600-h/frontpage.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5224213806743002226" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 282px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 207px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="178" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiSjpPKbVEoZB9dBEYVPX_RdxQhJl4veSXF5Y8X_4M2w0oTEvefrzTM42nWIQf_wWGPo_zHPLtuEpiECwW-3hfj_5VgjWT60sDG34VHH8fe4z90xOXVGG128RsujxR0rzXZnOd0R-2OZOZr/s200/frontpage.jpg" width="200" border="0" /></a><br /><div><p align="center"><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ccccff;">A new drama series of TVB again! Moonlight Resonance yet another exciting modern, family and business conflicts genre drama series. It has most of the actors and actresses of Heart of Greed but it is not the continuation of Heart of Greed. The Heart of Greed was a kicked ass touching drama and was rated the highest for that year of drama series.</span></em></p><br /><p align="center"><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ccccff;"></span></em></p><br /><p align="center"><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ccccff;">TVB uses back the same actor n actrsses to attract viewers to watch this drama. Viewers of TVB drama series must be very curious about this new "pattern" modern drama because of the same same actors esp Tak tak dei is insde n of cos nowdays favorite actor of people which is Raymond Lam! I CANT wait to download this fucking drama series and fuck it is yet another 40 episode movie. However, I am still waiting for anther drama which is The Jewel of Life which contains 80 episode to be catch up....:S</span></em></p><br /><p></p></div>SharoOonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09773973812370596651noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6133417861175046114.post-52077445030202430952008-07-12T11:41:00.003+08:002008-07-12T12:06:59.271+08:00I am sorry<div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;">I have run out of idea to help you and I do not understand why we have been helping you yet you do not want to stand up straight and right again! I feel so exhausted already and same shit as them. I can even have a pat on my butt just walk off with all these shit that has happen on you! But can I do it? Am I able to have the heart do it this way? No! I cant cos you are one of my closest person in the world of my life. Yet, I am not sure I have done wrong for those thgs that I have told her. End up, seems like you thought that I have bitten you a bite from the back. Was I? No, I try to help you. </span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;">I tot choosing tis way will make you awake and realize that what you have been up to all this while is a huge mistakes or faulties that you have given most of us 2 feel it. I know how suffering and stress as you the one who had brought all these shit up. I knw that you feel 100 times pain inside you than us. But ur doings of repenting is not tis way. We human make silly n stupid mistakes but we are given a gift by God not to give up after a wrong but the gift given us was to understand our wrongs and stand up back for it or mend the wrongs. We are not born to escape or avoid mistakes and facts of life. If u were able to accept those shit has happen and apologize for it, I gurantee you that ur life will be better than ever and by the time u turn back ur memories you think it was a change of ur life and those stupid wrong doings has turn u into a better person. If you are still in a confusing situation like now and do not want to face the truth that shits has happen, then so sorry u wont able to have a better life then.</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;">Sorry always seems to be the hardest words to say but I am not sure I have wrong for that but guiltness has been building up in me tis few days. I am so sorry and I really hope thgs can be back normal for u n her. We all want a good ending of you twos so dun give up! It feel so funny that I have to say sorry but I meant it! Life is always like roller coaster n most of the times it was all like a JOKE. So why not laugh at those stupid joke when it is over. </span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;">Anyhow, I did not expect it has turn up this way but I am really sorry for what have happen. If anythg happen I think I will bear this guilt forever and I may not know how 2 face u in coming days so Please please be more steady from now onwards and fight back what u have lose and lost. We will always send out our pair of hands to hold you when u need it. Trust me! </span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;">I am so sorry! AND girl another chance is needed here.....it doesnt end this way and this easy because heart is hard to build and turn 2 into 1. </span></div>SharoOonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09773973812370596651noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6133417861175046114.post-56981617037628304232008-06-25T12:47:00.003+08:002008-06-25T13:01:26.315+08:00<div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhfreA30UoFJ2f_gzqLnYmwaHqIFx7bsCK7KCt8aiFia0unspDwfmhn541ADzUaIa1g0qsZKmu-TUsz-jGkIEB6EJRXn2WWuEIGWKzx2o6Pm4Z9ZmKuwUznOaTaPEqrNChSylcdfFdbc-0x/s1600-h/437447174_95cdd1cb76.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5215676596183558562" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhfreA30UoFJ2f_gzqLnYmwaHqIFx7bsCK7KCt8aiFia0unspDwfmhn541ADzUaIa1g0qsZKmu-TUsz-jGkIEB6EJRXn2WWuEIGWKzx2o6Pm4Z9ZmKuwUznOaTaPEqrNChSylcdfFdbc-0x/s200/437447174_95cdd1cb76.jpg" border="0" /></a> </div><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;"><strong><span style="color:#00cccc;">Puffing puffs of nicotine plus sips of caffeine let the day begin</span>....</strong></span></div><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjpoP5iy5HUS_XFVtJ2fzQ3KpW1alTQZZAXWemOaRpAYjuQMhmPeiBaSst7-sWZQAViyfVwWp4bydOqMwVJyi2A1ehpfkZ8L9kKo6rirBU6CsQ-iES6-l56MW1lTD7Sjdl_fJQaTf5xKUJ4/s1600-h/untitled.bmp"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5215679627256353794" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjpoP5iy5HUS_XFVtJ2fzQ3KpW1alTQZZAXWemOaRpAYjuQMhmPeiBaSst7-sWZQAViyfVwWp4bydOqMwVJyi2A1ehpfkZ8L9kKo6rirBU6CsQ-iES6-l56MW1lTD7Sjdl_fJQaTf5xKUJ4/s200/untitled.bmp" border="0" /></a></div><div>With lots of diff numbers~ 2days dy and I m quite sick of it.......:S</div>SharoOonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09773973812370596651noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6133417861175046114.post-65131816693460277172008-06-20T23:34:00.004+08:002008-06-21T00:59:39.528+08:00"5 secs ShotGun" reality show<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;">It happens after a "shotgun" in a dark place whr most of the young adults like to hang out during the weekend</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;">He used to admire her secretly in few years back while they were in the same college</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;">They used to hang around together but of course not both of them only as there are others around</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;">As mentioned above, he was admiring her secretly so we knew that he had never let her know what's on his mind about her </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;">And both go by their own way 5 years back as they all have graduated</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;">So, as a friend I guess he kept that lil feeling of his inside his heart and maybe he had actually forgotten the feeling</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;">However, it was kept inside him and was not throw out so unexpected expressing and action maybe shown if one day they meet each other</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;">Humans feeling are just too hard to be explain most of the times especially if the feeling is love or like of an opposite sex</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;">So, do you wonder that sometimes there are feeling inside you towards a certain person and in the past you never have the guts to let him/her know - maybe at that time you still young in age or you may think that it's not the right timing but however people get older tends to have more courage to speak their hidden feeling</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;">I do wonder actually - but the point of telling out that buried and hidden feeling for many yrs is what? </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;">Was it just a clarification to be made to the opposite that you ever like him/her? Or was it that you were expecting something - a chance to be together? Or was it a "true regret" you were holding all tis while? </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;">Well it can be any reason because feeling and love comes and goes by no reason most of the time</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;">However, the story goes on....</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;">Recently, the boy met the girl after 5 years of parting</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;">They were like normal and everything was so great</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;">Altogether had a fun time together as they were back for another girl friend's wedding</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;">However, that boy out of nowhere starting to do some "shotgun" for us to see then he got kinda tipsy after that 5 sec shot of beer to his "already-beer belly"</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;">All of a sudden his gun just ran fire and shot at the girl by telling his feeling for her in the back old days</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;">The girl was shocked of course and the boy yet slowly finding himself want an answer from her</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;">Too bad, timing was not right again because he have to leave the very next day </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;">He tried to extend his stay but unable</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;">So, he went back with a heavy heart and his imagination and action run wild for a whole week expecting for an answer from her </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;">So, he was kinda depressed back home and he was unable to concentrate anything but HER eventhough he was attached at the moment</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;">Can we imagine how crazy the word of "love" can be? Or maybe put it as "feelings"?</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;">Scary enough to thought of it coz 1 wrong move, 1 wrong give and 1 wrong take can hurt many others "feelings" </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;">However, he was able to be awake by few of his friends and to make him the realization that - IT WAS ALL A DREAM AND THE FLOWER WAS BLOOM IN UR MIND NOT IN REAL</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;">He was okay and both of them are still in their best friend status......</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;">Now he feel guilty for his partner but "Hey fren, no worries cos you know how to turn back ur head to have a huge realization of which flower actually blooms." :) </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9966;">So end of the whole fucking crazy sparking fire thingy relli crack my head up becoz I think it's funny and interesting that a human feelings are all so uncertain and unexpected. </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#ffccff;">P.s: I learn a lesson from here which is do not shotgun if there is any of ur admirer or even enemy at the spot cos u never knw wht u will do and say. hehehehe! </span>SharoOonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09773973812370596651noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6133417861175046114.post-72770313733527671892008-06-20T14:10:00.001+08:002008-06-20T14:12:41.868+08:00The wedding bell was jingle on 09.06.08<p><a href="http://www.magmypic.com/"><img src="http://a1.magmypic.com/uploads/b/a2/ba2257792b89c143a55eca4dec77f31a_TRULOVE_med.jpg" /></a></p><p><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:180%;color:#cc66cc;">CONGRATULATION TO K.C AND JASS! :D</span></p>SharoOonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09773973812370596651noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6133417861175046114.post-91264885351203676592008-06-20T02:05:00.008+08:002008-06-20T09:28:57.364+08:00Bachelorette Night for Her (07/06/08)<strong><span style="font-family:verdana;">The attenders of the Hen Night of Miss Jass <span style="font-size:78%;color:#cc0000;">(her addresses has change after 09/06/08 to <span style="font-size:130%;color:#66cccc;">Mrs Sim</span>) LOL! An Upgrade status for the lady.....(dun "siong" me) u still look young! lol!</span><span style="font-size:85%;"> </span>:D</span></strong><br /><div><div><br /><div><div><div>They are from the neighbour of our state...such as <span style="color:#ff9900;">Brunei, Singapore, KK and KL</span>. They are few which is localised! On that night was ur very <span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ff99;">"last night"</span> of single status for any forms filled or anyone who address you will be start off with a <em>"Miss".</em> Okay an introduction for the participants or we are actually known as your SISTERS OF UR DAY! <span style="font-size:78%;color:#993399;">(forever sisters or jz a nite stand? LOL again!- u knw me girl i jz like to tok cock sometimes o most of d times. Keke!)<span style="color:#ffcccc;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#ffcccc;">In the</span><span style="color:#ffcccc;"> picture are all females.....hmm~the four look-alike male have a pitiful story behind so I do not want to make a statement about why they looks like male though they are females actually. This was a Hen's night so do not doubt their sex as a female actually-trust me!</span> (LoL!)</span></span></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjXcKBfTZQAxGKhA8_GshWReibjRz664Zbo5mzx4Bqn1lV1cvn0c0yyikCMgK7-J41GzhGrlm7UWDVWJ48YCdz1c97ctwx9oeQt5MLJqXJibvVa6hQxNOT79PSMZzJrngGBhCkfIzXs_mLL/s1600-h/IMG_4045.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5213675382813109330" style="WIDTH: 209px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 159px" height="150" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjXcKBfTZQAxGKhA8_GshWReibjRz664Zbo5mzx4Bqn1lV1cvn0c0yyikCMgK7-J41GzhGrlm7UWDVWJ48YCdz1c97ctwx9oeQt5MLJqXJibvVa6hQxNOT79PSMZzJrngGBhCkfIzXs_mLL/s200/IMG_4045.JPG" width="209" border="0" /></a><br /><div><strong><span style="font-family:arial;color:#99ffff;">Upper row: From left- Norma, Lina, Sophia, Joey, Winnie, Sze, Yikru, Bobo, PL</span></strong></div><div><strong><span style="font-family:arial;color:#99ffff;">Lower row: From Left- Me, Josie, Jane, Elly</span></strong></div><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#33cc00;">Alright, those were the babes of the nite with Jass! Few of them are actually <em>piggiebo</em> not babes esp the four unalike female but are female species. LOL! </span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#333333;"></span></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh4Oe2jV9cSWhS3HSrgrdyaYzkA8gPghQgObNjC_ysCeLfwZyg0K2jnFfmX6X8AHq-1307yshuvdaNfCLo-D96vbklpzr-1xO_m_tIxcVkIw4n0lN0cpMK405Sj9tSL4MI3_lA5wQyN5V9X/s1600-h/IMG_4039.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5213671214742097938" style="WIDTH: 239px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 176px" height="150" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh4Oe2jV9cSWhS3HSrgrdyaYzkA8gPghQgObNjC_ysCeLfwZyg0K2jnFfmX6X8AHq-1307yshuvdaNfCLo-D96vbklpzr-1xO_m_tIxcVkIw4n0lN0cpMK405Sj9tSL4MI3_lA5wQyN5V9X/s200/IMG_4039.JPG" width="227" border="0" /></a><em><span style="color:#ff0000;">(Cheerz to the Hen and telling her to say GOODBYE to single status of her life and WELCOMING her new attached and married status of her life.)<br /></span></em><br /><div><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#33ff33;">So, our night was so noisy and confusing actually - becos there are 2 many of us and we r kinda not concentrating and realizing what we are doing actually. We were all so crack up and in the end our small, young and beautiful hen end up this way: </span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#333333;"></span></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj0PCqHq5LGkiJZTshNTWa9-69v62G7v_7z8IpRncigSy3jrHsC-0z0EigGQnC0m7z8Oi_gzP3JM-Ut-DkD2CtDyK4HtCgbi2yBcQ7XGDkak8fF_Y5ZDsU04LMyw6-shIuBDx2mHy4eY_rB/s1600-h/P6080429.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5213672681646155458" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj0PCqHq5LGkiJZTshNTWa9-69v62G7v_7z8IpRncigSy3jrHsC-0z0EigGQnC0m7z8Oi_gzP3JM-Ut-DkD2CtDyK4HtCgbi2yBcQ7XGDkak8fF_Y5ZDsU04LMyw6-shIuBDx2mHy4eY_rB/s200/P6080429.JPG" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#00cccc;"><span style="font-size:85%;">(Need not to be a very clear pic as we all frens knw wht actually happens 2 her dy) kekeke!</span> <strong>Gal, happy BACHELORETTE NITE FOR U! MuAHS!<br /></strong></span><br /><div><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#333333;"><span style="color:#33ff33;">Well, do not blame her for not having a good skill of drinking. She turns out that way all because of her 2 weirdos</span> <span style="font-size:130%;">"sister"</span> <span style="color:#33ff33;">who has very pitiful and unacceptable physical appearance especially for a born-2-be ladies like them:</span></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#333333;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiJ7asTs9o_4K5WYbDm2Ue43BRbFRXYvKh2igl8XqhwpZXSOvnZcbzCBOBjRKuQXoyWk9oFsd2UYqh_LVNdjQe_dlAQO-Aa_JIObtojgdhkR8dmXDI48LdKaPo81EGy0Inh_aLaVLpnU3wA/s1600-h/P6080406.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5213673456583686834" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiJ7asTs9o_4K5WYbDm2Ue43BRbFRXYvKh2igl8XqhwpZXSOvnZcbzCBOBjRKuQXoyWk9oFsd2UYqh_LVNdjQe_dlAQO-Aa_JIObtojgdhkR8dmXDI48LdKaPo81EGy0Inh_aLaVLpnU3wA/s200/P6080406.JPG" border="0" /></a> <span style="color:#33cc00;">Jane & Josie</span> <em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#99ffff;">(How pitiful and we do understand how much you 2 want to be more feminine...) </span></em></span></div></div></div></div></div>SharoOonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09773973812370596651noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6133417861175046114.post-19680949635046986602008-06-19T23:15:00.011+08:002008-06-20T09:30:05.115+08:00One beautiful weekend for me! (hehe!)<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjxOBhfW6O7eVxqUQUcGu4ZIgaNn1ohDXbD-WhNvW3OLTbT5JGFZHMWI2bCVm6L-fbSWgyo5NQnbBCiXCchSCoFcDlhFVEgQKwPMBBMv8MyPX6Z3hGt6gqlz3p4CMBcLYOqZtAptdB1LuyY/s1600-h/DSC00760.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5213630860096200594" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjxOBhfW6O7eVxqUQUcGu4ZIgaNn1ohDXbD-WhNvW3OLTbT5JGFZHMWI2bCVm6L-fbSWgyo5NQnbBCiXCchSCoFcDlhFVEgQKwPMBBMv8MyPX6Z3hGt6gqlz3p4CMBcLYOqZtAptdB1LuyY/s200/DSC00760.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#c0c0c0;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#c0c0c0;"><strong>By a night, the sky has turn grey in a glimpse...(was it really grey?)</strong></span><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhrap1ZwhHoXaswfpgd_sZZvOeW49SqgPjTdt16rXjCnrJJPfJOYXmaYPBG0RR8XdK6C3NJjjY27Hn4Gk71HjFfzdGDKrrHLVIV44AehgYGz_JIUfo40jfM5kw859Y3cBK6iTEoXu5fGv_z/s1600-h/DSC00762.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5213634045651550082" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhrap1ZwhHoXaswfpgd_sZZvOeW49SqgPjTdt16rXjCnrJJPfJOYXmaYPBG0RR8XdK6C3NJjjY27Hn4Gk71HjFfzdGDKrrHLVIV44AehgYGz_JIUfo40jfM5kw859Y3cBK6iTEoXu5fGv_z/s200/DSC00762.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc66cc;">And the flower blooms beautifully in the mind, thinking of a beautiful opening love story BUT too bad it's just a dream and the worse it's a DAY DREAM</span></strong> <span style="font-size:85%;"><em>(LMAO!!-oops sorry! control! keke)</em></span><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgUMfA4k1vA33FyrhsK_wq2hnsfi0cLk53p_4yL0FI8PemiIzf_hepfB4YO5suqvxYlVtnrW57ZPGKCGFKobhrPKYCLIGoR0-XbjeXeOXI6dKkDN4BQ7NmKUoqOqIj9x7C5f3Uix6mXTQre/s1600-h/gja0202l.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5213639593683220114" style="WIDTH: 165px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 159px" height="133" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgUMfA4k1vA33FyrhsK_wq2hnsfi0cLk53p_4yL0FI8PemiIzf_hepfB4YO5suqvxYlVtnrW57ZPGKCGFKobhrPKYCLIGoR0-XbjeXeOXI6dKkDN4BQ7NmKUoqOqIj9x7C5f3Uix6mXTQre/s200/gja0202l.jpg" width="164" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><strong><span style="color:#000099;">However that boy manage to wake up from that unrealistic beautiful dream of his by the help of a bunch of</span></strong><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh6GY9o7Mh-wzhk7gJaoxACyZX2NskllBfHwunp2eVliKqAk9OzW_NQLqFx_rpBVJmz_WwWyBRS1GbW4wiX7QMVRvASX_il6cdJk_bWTUCaSjhFpmqobVUMu9DF47wOArtDqBjfHYYwZ9at/s1600-h/zhu+peng+gou+you.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5213638075261410178" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh6GY9o7Mh-wzhk7gJaoxACyZX2NskllBfHwunp2eVliKqAk9OzW_NQLqFx_rpBVJmz_WwWyBRS1GbW4wiX7QMVRvASX_il6cdJk_bWTUCaSjhFpmqobVUMu9DF47wOArtDqBjfHYYwZ9at/s200/zhu+peng+gou+you.jpg" border="0" /></a> <span style="font-size:78%;color:#663300;"><em>(LOL!!!! Honestly, I still think its all so funny - cant stand what you up to but however the sparking fire of urs actually spark my mind off with a blast of funny imagination around my head! lol!!!!!- peace friend! *hiaks*)<br /></em></span><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiRmOkcTi8npZX5J1B1a4RJen6WqHI2U_igVSWL2jcjMq6J__S4TdLSQgKBuxMQeq5BtGAXp48TMC2kXskHli24iOKTe4HMbycn7Kf2sIb0Bmgn-nIBnH5V2thZFfSpCnsiPzI8Qjxk0rd4/s1600-h/DSC00761.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5213632405189928674" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiRmOkcTi8npZX5J1B1a4RJen6WqHI2U_igVSWL2jcjMq6J__S4TdLSQgKBuxMQeq5BtGAXp48TMC2kXskHli24iOKTe4HMbycn7Kf2sIb0Bmgn-nIBnH5V2thZFfSpCnsiPzI8Qjxk0rd4/s200/DSC00761.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">So, his day has actually turn blue again and yet it is another new day again to face new challenges without that unrealistic day dream of his........</span><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjN9UjkSJwyYcX4qyrVpwvz-GbjVAFbY7_hz5pB8wnZstSbQ3ewapi4-APxS16o9B99iCnOh0vrTUhHmaHDa2H40oedj3fwg_M5r-RLqN3Iv_mtJTrFu34gDyxT3icK6CWM0q9oEtquAvQM/s1600-h/DSC00763.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5213634406779560642" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjN9UjkSJwyYcX4qyrVpwvz-GbjVAFbY7_hz5pB8wnZstSbQ3ewapi4-APxS16o9B99iCnOh0vrTUhHmaHDa2H40oedj3fwg_M5r-RLqN3Iv_mtJTrFu34gDyxT3icK6CWM0q9oEtquAvQM/s200/DSC00763.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><span style="color:#333300;"><strong>In the end, the flower in realistic does not bloom at all....it was all his dream ONLY!</strong> </span><br /><span style="color:#333300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"><em>Ps: who is your next shotgun sparking fire victim my dear? LOL!!!!</em></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">It was a beautiful weekend for me but I guess it was a crazy and confusing weekend for you "aiya" ah....RIGHT? hehehe! Hope it will be once in a lifetime only k! :)</span>SharoOonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09773973812370596651noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6133417861175046114.post-54640828688635968422008-05-24T01:02:00.000+08:002008-05-24T01:12:48.338+08:00Not sorry anymoreIt’s dangerous and it can be seen deadly. Do not want to be caught at that moment anymore because the it may fall deeper and lose control if it is involved with feeling. Why not make a shift of the things? It will be better, right? We are allowed to shift anything around. But How much shift to be made ?– I am reminded not to break through the barriers because I may not have the second chance to be shift it back in a normal mode again. If the barriers are break through, the state of mind will run wildly without rationale thoughts. I am scared by it because it’s not in a state of divine at all. So do not take me in again because I may fall again and there is no surety I am able to be stand up by myself again. It may get worse and worse. I want it to be frozen to this point and let that point to be flush away from the mind.<br /><br />An apologies to be made is not necessary anymore. From begin I am the one to be blame of all so the wrong is me BUT I am sorry to myself. Say that I am selfish and who are not selfish. I know it has been too long since I have not caught them up on my life but I am trying to heal myself so do not blame me. I have too much to think and have too much to cure. Not only curing myself but also someone close to me. I am always in a state of busy mind.<br /><br />Talking about selfish. I have always wanted to be selfish. From young I am never selfish, I have always share mine with others and I am always willing to let my pair of hands to help someone but in the end I got nothing back. People always think they have sacrifice a lot but sometimes to think back we all in the world has equal sacrifices. I have always thought I had sacrifice more than anyone besides me but it’s ok no matter how much already because at least I have being selfish for once at that moment to avoid of get caught at that moment.<br /><br />So why not let me be selfish for once? Let me to be out of the moment. My heart can be melt easily so do not talk those cock with me. I do not want to hear anymore. It’s non of my fucking business anymore! Do not use others to tell me those fucking shit. I do not want to ask but why keep on letting me know! I hate receiving those messages. So fuck off from my life! Gosh just let me be the devil for once and I will not feel any sorry for it. Think that I have a heart of stone or whatever! So now I am going to say it’s not MY FUCKING FAULT!SharoOonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09773973812370596651noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6133417861175046114.post-71318114922150651332008-05-23T15:09:00.002+08:002008-05-23T16:11:09.741+08:00For The Newly Wed on 09.06.08<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc33cc;">The source of your marriage will be love and happiness<br /><br />Let happiness uplifts you and him<br /><br />Let happiness fills both of you and him's heart, mind and soul<br /><br />Let happiness gives you and him the strength needed<br /><br />Let happiness gives your newly build family a good feeling that enters your mind each day<br /><br />Let happiness takes you and his sadness away from the past and coming days<br /><br />Let happiness fills yours and his eyes with joy<br /><br />Let happiness makes your new family excited and thrilled<br /><br />Let happiness warms both of you and his heart and soul each day<br /><br />Let happiness gives you and him a sense of relief each today together<br /><br />Let happiness welcomes you and him each morning when both of you get up<br /><br />Let happiness to be seen in both of you and his eyes in the coming days under a roof<br /><br />Let happiness be send by me to you and him always<br /><br />Best wishes all the time to you and him<br /><br />Congratulation My Dear friend! (17 days to go!) ;) *winks*</span>SharoOonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09773973812370596651noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6133417861175046114.post-64326939451726867832008-05-23T00:58:00.002+08:002008-05-23T01:30:46.336+08:00Do not walk ahead me because I may not cope up with you<br /><br />Do not walk far behind from me because I may not know how to lead the road ahead<br /><br />Why don't we walk by each other side so there are no coping and leading needed, my dear friend?<br /><br />I may not want to turn my head back or think about what is heading in front<br /><br />I prefer to walk together heading to the unknown road without any facing back of our past<br /><br />It's hard to let a rock down from our shoulder which we have been carrying quite a while BUT HOWEVER it's has turn history so let's walk the road ahead with guts and open-hearted<br /><br />Life isn't easy but I am believing that I had better one than some of them in the world<br /><br />We live once and why not let it be the fullest of all<br /><br />Every ups and downs we encounter are chapters of our life<br /><br />In the end of the day of our life we can flip back the chapters we have made and laugh at it because "you have been through it and you did finished the road of life - no matter how much failure or success, it's made by you"<br /><br />I never believe in next life<br /><br />I do not dare to talk about my next life as I have not finish this life so why not finish it with courage<br /><br />Forget the unforgiven history and remember the beautiful memories <br /><br />Life get complex and difficult as we get older but while we get older, we get wiser<br /><br />The closer of any relationship or friendship is, the greater the betrayal will be<br /><br />There is no greater enemy than one who was once our greatest friend<br /><br />Saying I AM SORRY is a difficult things to do <br /><br />But those ships is one main thing that make life worthwhile<br /><br />No matter what it will be in one of our life chapter, so we have to face our life with intrepidity.SharoOonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09773973812370596651noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6133417861175046114.post-60118500770464458252008-05-22T23:20:00.004+08:002008-05-22T23:30:42.462+08:00Here In My Home<object width="425" height="355"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/z8Wl3firJQk&hl=en"></param><param name="wmode" value="transparent"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/z8Wl3firJQk&hl=en" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" width="425" height="355"></embed></object>
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