Admiration 1

"Between flattery and admiration there often flows a river of contempt". Minna Antrim

Do you enjoyed being admired?

He thinks she did not know he was waiting for her and he never express that he is waiting for her. Waiting at the spot she will always be is a daily routine for him and never have a thought of telling her about what he feel or how he feel towards her. The feeling of having a glance of her is just more than enough for him so he never speak a word about his feelings.

For her, it was just a coincidence whenever she went to that spot everytime. Slowly, she feel weird but she never intends to think other way round so she still thinks its a coincidence to see him there whenever she went there. She likes his companion at the spot and she thinks he is great guy and sometimes she feels so secure standing beside him. She told herself, its a friend thing but slowly comes a different thinking in her thought. She hope to see him everyday.

And she ask her friends whether she is admiring him. Her friends told her yes and encourage her to express it to him. Still, she prefer not to said it out and she thinks it is impossible as that 'he' is very good looking and a very knowledgable person but herself is just a simple girl with no specialty. So she remains silence......for those feeling and enjoy his companion whenever she goes to that spot.

He can just make her smile and laugh whenever they meet at the spot. If she is in a bad mood or upset about certain stuff, he is able to make her smile back. He loves talking to her and he always try his very best to earn a smile from her.....

Times goes by...he never stop seeing her. He knew her schedule for that spot. He have jot down the time and day of the week she will be there. And he will always be the first to reach there and of course sometimes he might be late.

Whenever he is late, her mind will run a little wild thinking what happen to him and will he show up today. And of course, he do shows up and this makes her heartbeat skip a lil faster when he shows up. This skipping of heartbeat makes her imagination run wild and its making her harder to breathe whenever they are standing too close.

Now she wonders again whether she should express her feeling.....

Admiring a person is so sweet in a way but its quite torturing in some way.