Momentary~

Time is clicking fast without any realization. Soon i m becomin a 23 yr old bitch sitting in a couch nothing much done for all tis while. Sometimes how i wish to stop d clock frm clickin but stil its a dream tat can never happen! when young, we owes dream to grow up fast but whn ur age number have reach 2 in da front of ur age, u jz wish ur age number wil remain 1 infront of ur age. Exam is around da corner...n being in uni life 4 3 yrs i have never enjoy or suffer frm hectic moment but tis semester i m relli tired. I never knw i have choose 4 damn subject with so much much assignt hanging thr.

Getting a yr older is nth to celebrate but it is sth to think back hw much u hv done n gone tru. Nth much but jz bein an ass hangin around and puffin da hell out of muh lung here everyday. Of cos studyin is sth to enjoy but nt at tis moment with so much dropping back thr. All i need to do is go forward to strive it back at least a lil bit of way 2 mend my wrongs. Nth was achieve but lots of mistake has done. Sometimes tellin ourself tat mistake is to make us grow but to be quietly think of it is jz some xcuse given to ourself. Perfectism isnt wat i owes wanted but being jz a normal being with some small prinsip is wat i want, however i have broke my own prinsip last yr.

In a glimpse, 2007 soon is comin 2 an end but sometimes wat have happen do haunt me once in a while. Being sensitive about certain issue cant blame myself cos of fearing too much i will go back 2 d circle le. Sometimes thinkin of wat our frens have said o related about wat i have done i jz feel d guiltiness growin inside again. No nitemares about it anymore but every move n step or even evry thought have cross my mind is so carefuly examined n make use of it becos of fearing to make a wrong move or thought again. It has been indirectly affecting me and i m relli tired of it dy but however moving on is still a need....

To think back lying others is jz abundantly painful than being lied~

However, 2molo will be a better day rite? every1 wish me luck 4 my exam yah! hehe! damn~i relli need luck n confidence back to myself! :S