"5 secs ShotGun" reality show

It happens after a "shotgun" in a dark place whr most of the young adults like to hang out during the weekend

He used to admire her secretly in few years back while they were in the same college

They used to hang around together but of course not both of them only as there are others around

As mentioned above, he was admiring her secretly so we knew that he had never let her know what's on his mind about her

And both go by their own way 5 years back as they all have graduated

So, as a friend I guess he kept that lil feeling of his inside his heart and maybe he had actually forgotten the feeling

However, it was kept inside him and was not throw out so unexpected expressing and action maybe shown if one day they meet each other

Humans feeling are just too hard to be explain most of the times especially if the feeling is love or like of an opposite sex

So, do you wonder that sometimes there are feeling inside you towards a certain person and in the past you never have the guts to let him/her know - maybe at that time you still young in age or you may think that it's not the right timing but however people get older tends to have more courage to speak their hidden feeling

I do wonder actually - but the point of telling out that buried and hidden feeling for many yrs is what?

Was it just a clarification to be made to the opposite that you ever like him/her? Or was it that you were expecting something - a chance to be together? Or was it a "true regret" you were holding all tis while?

Well it can be any reason because feeling and love comes and goes by no reason most of the time

However, the story goes on....

Recently, the boy met the girl after 5 years of parting

They were like normal and everything was so great

Altogether had a fun time together as they were back for another girl friend's wedding

However, that boy out of nowhere starting to do some "shotgun" for us to see then he got kinda tipsy after that 5 sec shot of beer to his "already-beer belly"

All of a sudden his gun just ran fire and shot at the girl by telling his feeling for her in the back old days

The girl was shocked of course and the boy yet slowly finding himself want an answer from her

Too bad, timing was not right again because he have to leave the very next day

He tried to extend his stay but unable

So, he went back with a heavy heart and his imagination and action run wild for a whole week expecting for an answer from her

So, he was kinda depressed back home and he was unable to concentrate anything but HER eventhough he was attached at the moment

Can we imagine how crazy the word of "love" can be? Or maybe put it as "feelings"?

Scary enough to thought of it coz 1 wrong move, 1 wrong give and 1 wrong take can hurt many others "feelings"

However, he was able to be awake by few of his friends and to make him the realization that - IT WAS ALL A DREAM AND THE FLOWER WAS BLOOM IN UR MIND NOT IN REAL

He was okay and both of them are still in their best friend status......

Now he feel guilty for his partner but "Hey fren, no worries cos you know how to turn back ur head to have a huge realization of which flower actually blooms." :)

So end of the whole fucking crazy sparking fire thingy relli crack my head up becoz I think it's funny and interesting that a human feelings are all so uncertain and unexpected.

P.s: I learn a lesson from here which is do not shotgun if there is any of ur admirer or even enemy at the spot cos u never knw wht u will do and say. hehehehe!