Tuesday, October 16, 2007

ME&HIM

Love in d air or Love out of air?

hahahahahaha
! err...its been so long i end up like an old couple with him? hmm! i need some heart beating moment at least rite? hehehe! tokin bout heart beat i remembered having a conversation wit Niang about "does i feel heart poundin on my chest when i m wit Ed?" Hmm, i guess now i can give her an answer! Yea! i do feel or it wasnt?! The moment he reach airport, gosh i feel so anxious n i m not sure its a heart beating moment i m experiencin at tat time but jz the rush of blood in my heart nerve is so in speed. Or is it 2mths of not seeing him and having him not around me jz give me a pound in d chest 4 the hell sake of after 2 mths seeing him! hahaha! it was gr8 to have him back here of cos n i got so much to tell him of wat has happen here in tat 2 mths but however thr is thgs left unsaid.


The moment of updating the news n stuff happen on me n here....jz dun interest him at all! mayb thgs jz gone running on my mind now....i dunno wat but i do not have d time or do not have d mood to ask wats happening. He seems normal bt jz lost the taste of hearing my shit n oso lose the feel of me being an annoying ass in front of him. I dun feel hurt but jz another changing stage has occur in him. I tot i will change as well but seems like I need to be more mature in tis relationship. Thr is no more kiddie kiddie attitude hanging between us lor....n thr is no lovey dovey talk here as well....but of cos he stil treat me as usual lah! is tis wat i wan? do i feel sth lost? yes i gueess.....if not i wont be typin tis shit out! damn it! hmm! complicated....human has too many to learn. haihhh! sometimes u jz hope the time wil stop clicking or u jz hope tat thr is nth to learn but jz maintaining it till both ur leg r step in the box! oOps!

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Yeah, maturity is important in a rshp, eh? Edmund's lost a lot of weight. I saw him the other day. Both parties will have to share a lot of faith, trust and love in order to keep a rshp alive.

emmanuel said...

hey hey hey! wats up!?! didnt knw u blog too.. nice one u got here.cheers

Anonymous said...

mm.. mayb it reach the maturity stage which we learnt from economic, or mayb it is a circle which we oways mention n wil turn one day btw 2 parties?? Anyway i hope tis won't happen on u as....

SharoOon said...

HmmM! Hi emmanuel!! hah! u found me! hehehe....anyway nice to see u droppin a few word here...:)
Hairyallover: yea hopefully tat 1 day wont come but ur "as...." din continue on....hehe...ada udang disebalik batu u wanna say?? ekekeke.....
anyway, maturity is a need in a relationship but sometimes affections can be so immature therefore is it important 2 be mature o affectionate till d extend of immature state? hehehehe....guess balance is d most needed after all......